Yesterday

Yesterday I turned 28.
Didn’t do anything to celebrate.
Got the 3rd series of Scrubs.

1st March is a strange day for my family
Not only is it my birthday,
Its also my grandparents on my mother’s sides wedding anniversary.
But also on my father’s side, it’s the anniversary of my grandfather’s death.
So it’s hard to know how to “celebrate” as it is mixed with sorrow and joy
And you know that when my gran is telling me to have a great day
That she’s not going to have a good one.
So really, for the last 17 years, my birthday has sort of just come and go.